Hurt

I can't accept to face the truth,
But i have to. .
Love is such a misery,
But i won't let it go if there's a day i alive. .
True be told, i miss you. .
True be told, i am lying. .

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In the morning i saw you walk up the staircase. .and i planned to say "Good Morning" to you. But something strange happens. .that my mouth seems like don't wanna open. . Tinkling beside my ear*maybe this is a type of natural phenomenon*
Nah. .what an excuse. .i'm such a coward. .
Everytimes when i wants to sleep. .i will think about the things that i had done. .
"Why i will fall in love with her?" This sentence keeps floating in my mind. .

*BIG SIGH*
Love is not easily to get. .
I'm deeply hurt in this love. . But i won't let go of it. .
If we can be best friend. .that's enough. . SERIOUSLY!
Cause i wanna be your hostess expectations. .