Chances

I love you

but it’s not so easy to make you here with me

But you’re still in my dream.

When you hold your love,

don’t ever let it go or you will loose your chance

to make your dreams come true.

I hope i have a chance to watch you from a distance and i knew you realized

I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “HELLO”

I never thought that I’m so strong cuz'

i had stuck on you and waited for so long.

I hoped that my dreams will come true (:

别见了

向她说的，
我们之间已无电交流，
只是浪费时间.

我们下不了的约定，
就当作没有计划过，
让它无声无味地消失吧.

这不是电影里，
铺成好的情节，
在故事的尾段，
我们过着幸福快乐的生活.

所以，
我们还是别见好了.

I tell myself : "No use crying over spilt milk. I just stop being sad and make my life awesome instead."

Get Over It

Days without you,

bring me back to normal.

Stop me from thinking,

that we are possible.

Your words had so much impact on me.

So much that I barely could breathe when we talked.

You said I'm naive, inexperienced.

And I admitted that, even now.

But in the end,

you are neither mature nor prepared.

Yes.

It is hard.

And we did try,

just that it's one of those fruitless turn-on.

Classic

What if Romeo did not die with Juliet?
What if Prince Charming did not find Cinderella?
What if Sleeping Beauty kept on sleeping?
What if Snow White was not kissed by the Prince?

... would the ending be different?

So hard that I finally got over someone that I got attracted, someone came in without knocking. . This one shared a lot of similarities to the previous one. . I got tired of figuring if I would treat it as a substitute coz' I was really afraid to lose hope again before I was ready for everything. .

Waiting,
is the most classic act. .

Juliet waited for Romeo. .
Cinderella waited for Prince Charming. .
Sleeping Beauty slept until Prince arrived. .
Snow White got saved by a kiss. .

They asked me to wait. . Wait. . Wait again. .
Coz' no one knew if this one was the one for me. .
Early. . They said too early. .
But wasn't that I could tell if this was the one?

Coz' after all,
I have become too vulnerable,
fearing what they said would come true. .

P.S. THIS IS THE TENSE CAUSE ME TO SHOP HEAVILY WITHOUT THINKING.

Ran Away

Don't stop.
Don't look back.
Just hold my hands tight.

Even we have no destination
just trust me.



Love
makes us give up what we have.

But is it worth?

No definite answer.

Rule, The.

It always feels like,
there's a rule,
manipulating this world. .

When you meet your love,
she is either
no interests in you,
or preoccupied. .

When someone confess to you,
telling you how important you are to him,
but you tell yourself,
you deserve better. .

Or,

two people fallen in deep love,
wanting to believe,
how perfectly suitable they are
for each other. .

Under the challenge of time,
interests die,
perfection fades. .
And love wears out. .

In the end,
either the situation of,
I love You, You love Him. .
We are still alone,
facing and dealing with this rule of nature. .

Solo

I used to play it all by myself.

Until I learn about something called 'Companionship'.

Too bad for now,
Coz' I will have to carry on all by myself now.

To Someone. .

Every time I think of you,
there is a sudden period of happiness. .
From the first sight I caught of you. .


Somehow,
I knew that you are someone
who will own part of my heart. .
There are feelings I cannot explain,
no matter how hard I try. .


If I were to say 'I Need You',
am I too selfish and childish?
If I were to say "I Love You',
am I too silly and naive?

Me : "Wine, get me some now. ."

To distract my affection on you. .
To stray away my thoughts of you. .
To let me wake up in the morning without imagining you beside me. .
To not having me to think where you are whenever i need you. .
They are between 'Need' and 'Love'. . *SERIOUSLY*

So uncertain and surreal. .
But I really need to clear it out now. .

And move on. .